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Thursday, May 31, 2007

|| Guess where we ate? Starts with a "K" ends with a "C" ..... ||

Guess where we ate?

Starts with a "K" ends with a "C" .....

Listening to: Random Dance Trance Music on the Radio

Condition: FUUUULL... *BURP*

Bwahahhah, so u guessed where me an ASQA ate dinner tonight? Just got back and just had to post it up to annoy my other fellow Sydney Bruneians. A few weeks ago, all of us Sydney students were making plans to eat at this one place, but it was so far away from UNSW, we never did make it. Well, sorry to say, me and Asqa did make it...we ate it's delicious finger licken food just awhile ago and it may have cost us a long "paning ride" but it was all worth it... that's right, we ate at old colonal sanders way down in Punchbowl,

AKU MAKAN D KFC!!! YAAAAAAY!

HAHAHA, the only freakin halal kfc for miles around, in fact, all of freakin Sydney, this is the only halal KFC. Oh god, it was like...soooo good.... and unexpected. A last minute decision or "suggestion" by my UNCLE HUSAINI, who decided to drop by my place today since he had so much free time. He lives in Lakemba and studies at the university of western Sydney which is half an hour from Kensington (the place i'm at). Well, he has no classes and his flatmate (the only bruneian in Lakemba) went to Melbourne so he was bored and lonely. hahah, kecian kdg2 uncle ku atu.

Tkejutku time he telpon dis mornin, hahah, I was blurred as I had just got up, answered the ringing telephone, and my uncle was chattin up a storm about what my plans were for today. Hahah, dat really got me off guard. After classes this mornin, went straight home to clean up my apartment. It's been awhile since I cleaned up anything, i was in a sorta blurred malas lazy state this past weeks as it the weather was gettin colder and I was stressed out due to xams, test and other shyte. i washed the dishes, did my laundery, sweeped the floors, cleaned the kitchen, sorted out overthrown junk mail and....

...I even cleaned my freakin room which was an amazing feat of stuffing all overthrown papers and books into one small cabinet. Gonna have hard time finding my notes later...heheh. Anyways, just as I was stuffing some magazines into the cabinet, my uncle called up saying he was almost at my place. Did a panic check of cleanliness, grabbed my jacket hoodie thing and went out and waited in the blistering cold for him. My unc rented a car, so he drove to my place.

Funnily, when he dropped by he only stayed for a bit and didnt tour my place at all. I was like...did all that fuckin cleanin for nothin, hahahah. Well, after cerita2 skjp, he asked if we wanted to go out and eat. Me and Asqa didnt cook anythin so we were keen on eatin out. At first, we wanted to go to 'taste of thai' in Randwick which was closeby, but we missed the turn so he said he'll just drive us to "thaihut" which was anuder thai restaurant but it was further away. He wasn't used to driving at night so we got a bit lost. We had to use a map the car rental provided before we cud back on track. hahah, all the twists, turns, u turns were starting to get me and Asqa sick. When we were around Lakemba area, my uncle suddenly asked if we wanted to eat at KFC. And we were like ...." kfc????seriously?" Hahah, we agreed of course and it was all worth it.

nummy mash potatoes

We still can't believe we're in KFC.

nummy fried chickenssss

holy shit, I'm in KFC!?

Before we knew it, all the chicken was gooone.

Taking pics just to annoy u guys...

c
Letting KFC noe just how happy we are to eat Halal chicken!

Hahah, yeah, we ate, we enjoyed, we laughed and imagined what yur reactions wud be. hohoho, can't wait to see yur expressions. And to those in Brunei who are reading this, there's a KFC and so many halal places lying around back home which are so easy to go to. Be freakin grateful, dunt u feel sorry for us? Look how pathetic and desperate we are just to eat some fried chicken. hahahah, I'm so high right now. So happy, I posted this:

For the horny people who kept requesting it. hahha, dunt judge me k. Fark i was effin bored when i took this. Heheheh, see ya guys, hope u loved my post bout KFC. Hope it made u hungry, hope yur mouth is watering and tsliuring for some kfc chicken. I don't blame ya, it's finger lickin good. bwahahahh.

+d440 out+

[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]*|10:03 PM|

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Monday, May 28, 2007

|| A cycle of pointlessness ||

A cycle of pointlessness
Listening to:-
Right now it's Fall out boy - bully? (I noe it's fall out boy, but i have no clue what the song title is)

Condition:-
A little lost... (I wish i had that compass from POTC)

Shit...I love listening to the radio here in Aussie. The music they play is so diverse unlike some predictable cycles of some other stations. Speaking of predicable cycles... yeah, seems like I'm falling into one again. Instead of typing up one huge post of me splurting out my fucking emotions and getting emotional and depressed and deleting this whole post when I finish, I'll try to skip over that part and try to blindly forget about it.

Bare with me, I just wanna read for myself what the hell I'm thinking and see if it actually makes sense. The reasons I type a blog is so that once in awhile is so that I can get back on track or release a whole load of feelings I've held inside me. I need a little reminding from myself...

fuck you... FUCK YOU... YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE... you dont know shit... AND YOU'RE JUST AS MUCH AS A FREAK AS I AM...

This feelings for you...are they real? Hah, I'm just fooling myself again... step on me, I am your doormat, I'm talking into thin air, the tears are shed mean nothing to you...

I'm looking for...looking for god? Am I? Or am I saying that just so that i feel better about myself. I hate myself...for lying to myself....for being so stupid...and doing absolutely nothing about it.

Am I ready for this? Am I ready for anything at all?

Hold me...please...tell me there's a point to me waiting like this...tell me that you can save me...promise me that you'll be there when I wake up for once...

I'm saving everyone....why can't they save me for once?

I wish i could just sit here, listening to music all day long. I wish things weren't so complicated, I wish I could be with you all the time, I wish you'd feel the way I do. I wish I would stop fooling myself.

Dissappear

[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]*|9:40 PM|

Saturday, May 26, 2007

|| Distractions ||

Distractions

Listening to: Awesome Radio music whose titles and artists always seem to evade me
Condition: I'm freezing my ass off...

Well a chaotic time is approaching, and quite soon (next week actually), stress will be at an overload, sleep will be something dearly missed and coffee yet again my best friend. Yups, my finals are coming up, starting with a Final Petroleum Engineering Exam Tuesday next week. I need to pick up a book... I need to study....hah, like thats ever going to happen. I'm distracted... always distracted, mood...I need to get in the groove, IF U THROW OF MY GROOVE YUR DEAD! hahahh, I'm goin insane, yay!

I have to complete this poster for my ENGG group presentation by Monday, but several probs hav arisen. Yeah, our pump device thingy which we built decided to break down at the last minute and we have to build it all from scratch...buy new parts, write up a new report...hurh, so much bloody stuff to do, its killing me. I seriously thought the thing was going to work, but, hey...shit happens. Huurh, need to fix my pump, need to write dat down...

OMFG, dis music is so awesome....techo, dancish...i feel like dancing now...hahah, RAVIING BEBEH! I miss karaoking.... *slaps self* CONCENTRATE GODDAMIT, U HAVE MORE IMPORTANT STUFF TO DO. WTH, is this song a remix....it gwen steffanis...wait...no its not... is this official? *listens intently for a few seconds* *loses interest*

*mumbles* Why do all the good songs play at night when dere are no freakin Deejays to announce what the fuck is playin. *mumbles* Whoa... *spots clock thermometer thingy on windowsill* ...it's 14 freakin degrees...I'm freezin my ass off. Haha, its been like this for the past few days, and probably continue for the upcoming months. Encountered my first smoke breath two nights ago while walking home. It was awesome...kept blowin this asap in front of my face...tried it a few times...got old after awhile. BTW, dats why no naked pics, too cold to be naked. hahah,, sorri ryf..u horny bastard.

So blurred the past few days...so much stuff on my mind...I noe i need to be doing something... but why the hell am I standing around doing nothing. I'm a freakin idiot..hahahh, I'm turning into a freakin zombie... *does a "thriller" pose* Miss watchin Michael Jackson music videos, dey're so awesome, dey're some on youtube..maybe I can watch some... *SLAPS SELF* STOP DISTRACTING YUR SELF GODDAMIT!

Farts I cleaned my room, and wanted to post a picture but... *looks down at floor* seems that my room likes being dirty and unorganised. My petro engg notes are on the floor calling to me. Yesh...I'll read u in a minute, stop bossing me around. Stupid book thinks it can boss me around, who the hell does that book think it is...

Okay let's end this pointlessness right here. Hahah, I have a serious problem, i keep distracting myself from studying...i do stuff like...blogging...hahaha. See ya guys- +d440 out+

[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]*|11:04 PM|

Thursday, May 17, 2007

|| A most unexpected post ||

A most "like" unexpected post

Condition: Hungry....

Listening to: Never Again - Kelly Clarkson.

OMG...Hadee has updated his blog..."like" WTF!? Heheh2, many reasons due to the "like" delay of this "like" latest post. Firstly...MY PS2 HAS ARRIVEd!!! Bwahahah, yesh...once u hav a "like" ps2 u "like" never go back... it controls us it doess....my preciouss..... Asal balik skulah...main game....bangun...main game....tido...main game....dalam mimpi..hahah apakan...

Cutekn Ps2 kami ani? heheh, damit...putih lagi! :P

PS2, YEAH BEBEEEEH!

Awu....kecian orang inda bps2 ani. yup, we are desperate for entertainment here in the big down under. Hoohoo...distractions and reliever of stress the PS2 is. One of the other reasons, lack of update is.... schoolwork. hahhah so many effin tests assignments reports.... lalala so the very ngaliih and sucks up most of the time. And when u get back from school yur "like" so tired and you "like" ngalliiih brabisly and sleep the moment u reach home.

Studying before u sleep...not good (SERIOUSLY NEED TO CLEAN MY ROOM)

Study study...akhirnya inda jua bguna. hahah, got effin low marks for my PHYSICs midterm exam, but i just found out wat the average mark for the entire uni was... its like 38/100! Yup, u heard ryte... hopefully the passing mark is low enuff so I can pass. I'm crossing my fingers.. XD. Btw, UNI physics has always been hard for the first years, last year, the average mark for the first physics midterm was "like" 37/100. hahah, so dat means, this year, we did "like" 1% better than last year, HELL YEAH!

Sibuk sibuk sibuk... main game...blajar and also planning peeps "surprise" b'day party. Hahah, i would like to take the oppurtunity to wish a happy VEY BELATED b'day to my brunei shell scholar buddies- Yamin and Salwa.

Salwa- princess of prasaaness XD

Yamin - Genious Gila

The surprise party was planned at me and ASQA's place in good all Doncaster Av Kensington. It took 1 week of planning, lots of $$$, two hours of cleaning and cooking, lots of horrible "acting" heheh, but it all was worth it. Though the surprise wasnt as "surprise" as it shud be, but hey, seeing salwa hiding behind a wall saying "omg, banyak jua oraaang!?" was all worth it. Yamin "surprise" expression was almost perfect..heheh wud be perfect if it was more real. hahahah, and u say i have horrible acting.. :P

Masaking preperations dari pagi...

Penolong cook, nisah and head chef, wani!

The fried fish fillets...

Frying the fillets and mixing the pasta kuah sause thingy for my macaroni

Izzah, hafiz and me being the ultimate chefs, bwahah

I can effin cook goddamit...XD

Heheh, i dunt have much pics from the party, u guys go check Salwa's blog for that. Oh yeah, as u may have noticed, I've got "like" a new haircut. Goodbye Johnny Bravo doo, and hello mohawk....well it doesnt look like a mohawk, at least its fuckin short this time round. hahah, No more wastin time washing and combing my hair in the morning, yeah2!

Bwahahah, lawakn? Nya SAlwa cam beckham..hahah i wish!

Anyways, yup, dats about all i can squeeze in ryte now. "like" hopefully if i get more time and "like" the internet doesnt "like" get fucked up again, i'll "like" post again soon. heheh, this "like" new post is dedicated to "like" Fatin. heheh, i "liked" linked u up. Cya guys, me gotta go. D440 OUT!

[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]*|3:35 PM|

Sunday, May 06, 2007

|| Tomorrow the light will shine... ||

Tomorrow the light will shine...

Listening to: Tv noises and the whiring of the dryer
Current Condition: Itchiness...

Tomorrow, a day of days. When light shines down from the heavens and a glimmer of hope brightens through the darkness. Yes, yes...the moment of joy... the redeeming..um...thing... that makes it all worth while...my saviour from the darkness of boredom...<strong>MY EFFIN PS2 ARRIVES TOMORROW WOOHOOOOOOOOO!

Heheh, my uncle is arriving from Brunei tomorrow with the PS2 me and my roomate kirim. I'm so happy... it'll cost me 150+, it'll cost me few hours of sleep as I have to wake up early to go to the airport, it'll cost me a morning of lectures (don't know if this is good point or bad point heheh) but it's AAAALL WOOOORTH IT!

Anyways, this is just a small post to express my ecstaticness of the ps2 arrival. yeah yeah, it's all gooood! +d440+ out!

[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]*|9:22 PM|

Saturday, May 05, 2007

|| The beauty of weekends ||

The beauty of weekends

Listening to: The flow of cars and the rustling of leaves outside my window.
Current Condition: Semi-naked, waiting for my clothes to dry...

Saturday, one of my favourite days of the week (except or last week, it was the day i had that fucked up physics exam), it signifies the start of the beautiful two day rest of the weekend. A short break from coursework, assignments, group projects, reports and studying. A day of oversleeping, lounging about in underwear, and it means I'm one day closer of taking out money from the ATM.

Due to the limitations of my allowance, or in other terms, my overspending the last months, I have to limit myself to $100 a week and I make a rule to only draw it every Sunday. $100 you say? Isn''t that a lot? Well well... I am as we say..independant now... sooo...what happens when you become independant is, is that you start appreciating your parents money and Brunei a looooot moore. Hahah, groceries- expensive. Rent- expensive. Eating out (just drinking a cup of coffee or buying a bottle of water) - way freakin expensive. Outside entertainment (I LOVE KARAOKEEEEEEEEEEEEEE) - very the expensive. Wahahha, soooo, those back home wishing to move out of boring old Brunei...you have no idea. hehehhe

Anyways, back to Saturdays.. yesh i love saturdays, i get to use the internet spuas-puasnya. I am a youtube hog... just watched a long awaited HEROES and my comment on the new episodes is - WTF! SO MANY FREAKIN TWISTS, BWAHAHHAHAH. Also, just downloaded the New Naruto Shippudden episodes which comes out ever Friday, my comment on that is PLEASE stop all the freakin talkin and start fighting GODDAMMIT! Ehem, well being without ASTRO, youtube becomes my very best friend here. I've watched a lootta funny crap this past few weeks and one of my recommends is ROBOT CHICKEN. Well...what can I say about it, its stupid and funny. SO WATCH IT! ~ just type robot chicken and watch any of the episodes...I love it.. BWAHAH

bah..its like 3:15 and I've been semi naked for one hour, have to take my clothes out of the washing machine. heheh ~ aryf, jgn horny ku cakap aku semi naked balik balik. muahahah, C u guys, +d440+ out!

[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]*|2:45 PM|

Friday, May 04, 2007

|| Bwehhhh Update ||

Lalala, well here I am. Heres the new effin post! ARE U HAPPY NOW!!!??? hehehhe, STOP FLOODING MY TAG BOX. No more naked pics...well, u can still have some if u aask nicely. bwhaahaah.

Anyways, sorry it took so long, so busy busy. have like so many tests and assignments here. At the end of the day balik rumah tido and blaja. Makan pun kurang. hahah i lost 7 kg here i think. bwahahah, that is so cool .bangga ku ehh. Oh yeah, my hair pun panjang brabis. Malas ku gunting rambut cuz....malas ku. hahah, my hair lagi cali lau panjang and it grows all wierdly and curly ish. So i got a new nickname:-

JOHNNY BRAVO - YEAH MAMA!

I know, i know, I'm vain. hahah Well. Lifes been hard here. Everthing so freakin mahal. Well, food mostly mahal and rent for apartment. baju more or less the same. hahah, UNI life is the ngalih. Physics is exactly the same except the way dey teach it. Soooo yeah, its hard. I need my alevel notes, warghh. Calculus is so freakin hard! And oh yeah...bruneians are ahead on some topics. SO some students here havent even learned magnetism. ..hahah cali...Its wierd how the syllabus is lain...

WAt else ah...i have so much to talk about...just so hard to stuff it all into one post. I'll TRYYY TO be more active kk... I;ll put up more pics nanti just to show off. muahaha, reli miss you guys, hope yur all okay. thanks for checkin in and flooding my cbox! u guys rock!

[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]*|8:28 PM|